i can't wait to see you home. your sight, your smell, your heat. and oh, your food. kl, kl. i've missed you.
later loves.
whew. exams are over, finally. and now, its seven days till home. seven :) that's exactly a week away. pretty exciting stuff hehe.
i know that most people would be excited that they only have one paper left and that everything will be over soon and all. don't get me wrong, i'm looking forward to exams being over and going home and just hanging out. but i am dreading tomorrow's paper. i am just really scared right now. there is too many diagrams and things to remember and i'm afraid that i just don't remember every single one of them. i'm scared that i might forget something or just don't know it. i am really hoping that things go well tomorrow. i know that i will sit the paper, go through it and come out feeling that i've done the best i can. but you just can't help having that dreadful feeling even after everything is over. i really don't know now. i'm scared, i'm nervous, i'm just not looking forward to it much.
*please note that i am trying my hardest and if tomorrow i cry coming out of the exams, believe yourself when you say that i've done my best because as of right now, i really don't know if this best enough is ever good enough.
one paper down. two papers left. three days and this time then everything will be done and all there is left is to look forward to home.
however, i still need to go through with the two remaining papers and i'm telling you, it won't be that easy. here i am studying for biochemistry and i still need to study for genetics. i hate having two exams back to back because my studying will also need to be back to back, meaning i have to concentrate on two units rather than just one and it really is doing my head in. and my procrastination and laziness and everything else really isn't helping much either. however i haven't been on facebook for ten days which makes me so proud of myself. ten whole days yay :)
home, home in twelve days. why can't twelve days be tomorrow. home, i want you now.
later loves. enjoy the sun while i crawl my way into the books.
it is finally thursday. which makes tomorrow friday. which means my first paper is tomorrow. i know i'm probably the only person who's excited that my first paper is tomorrow. but i've waited too long, too long i tell you. but then, after tomorrow, i'm sure i won't want the other two papers to come. the cycle continues. it's okay tho, this will all be over this time next week. and then the countdown for home begins. although really, it already has begun. sixteen days :) that's only about two weeks away. which is awesome. a lot of things planned for december and january which will be super fun.
anyway, reality says hello raina, you still have three papers to sit for - do the wondering after exams. home, i will see you in sixteen days.
*why do all the songs i listen to relates back to you?
exams still haven't started. i want it to end. i'm in need of a holiday. and if i may emphasize again, need.
it's raining now. which make my already not-so-chirpy-day even more so not-so-chirpy. to make things simpler, gloomy. dull. sad. down. all of the above.
sometimes i wish things were easier. life was easier. but then, that wouldn't be life now would it.
i don't even know what to write. the words are all in my head, the feelings are all piling into one great ball of stupid but i just can't seem to write anything.
god, i just want exams to be over and done with. please.
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